Your call to fearlessness is sustaining me. Thank You, Mighty God, for being my wise counselor, my refuge, and my strength.
I am covered by Your sheltering wing. While you shelter me,
You are fighting for me. Time, space, my emotions, resources, and the cares of
millions of other souls do not limit You.
This present darkness
does not diminish Your light. While evil tip toes nearby, I know that You
have erected a hedge of protection. You defend the boundaries of my dearest
relationships. You have given me solace in green pastures and set a beautiful
table for me in walking distance of my enemy.
I sit quietly, releasing the breath that I have held captive in
anxiousness. My teeth are unclenched and
my jaw relaxed. The threat of confrontation thunders, but I am safe with You.
For a few moments, I rest my head in the bed of Your
heavenly ICU, every answer, every
kindness, every life-saving precaution offered by You and Your ministering
saints and angels. I cry out to you “Help Me”, and I wait, knowing You hear the
cry of the broken. Safety is mine, because You are the administrator of every
good thing.
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My strength improves, and I walk to the window. Your light is
warm and invites me to see You at work beyond the walls of my current reality. Nature reminds me of Your creative power; I see what You have done and smile. My
heart settles to an easy rhythm, and I breathe in a sureness of You. What I see is much more grand than an army
could provide.
I will rest while You work.
The removal of my self-protective tissue will heal. The new
implants of surrender and dependence will thrive under Your care. This place of
rest and rehabilitation has five-star accommodations.
My heart longs to remain here, never again to pay rent to the slumlord of fear.
My heart longs to remain here, never again to pay rent to the slumlord of fear.
Jennifer, I can't tell you how much I needed this (& need it stil!) in my present realities. Thank you for gracefully pointing me to the goodness and kindness of God.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully expressed Jennifer, insightful and encouraging. Thankyou
ReplyDeleteShelley & Susan - I'm SO glad He is using this season of my life to minister to you. He is here with us!
ReplyDeleteThis blows me away.
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